He is Risen Indeed!

Today a colleague of mine discovered that the stock market is closed on Friday due to it being Good Friday and the exclamation was “pretty soon it’ll be Easter!”  This was followed by, “Easter is this Sunday?!”

As a Christian I forget that the meaning of holidays like Christmas and Easter are not the same for everyone.  Our Easter activities include egg hunts, but those things are always second to our celebration of our Risen Lord.  Friday is always a somber day as we reflect the death of Christ on the cross.  At a former church we always had a candlelight Good Friday service and it was requested that we not speak as we leave the church. 

It was this practice that made the death of Jesus so very real.  It helped me, a child of God in 2015, to remember His sacrifice, His horrible, torturous death on the cross for me.  Many people wore black and it was akin to a funeral. 

Then Sunday morning, in our bright Easter clothes, we would celebrate.  We would rejoice and be filled with the hope of His resurrection.  The celebration of Easter is so sweet!  It made real Psalm 30:11-12:

You turned my wailing into dancing;
    you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,
that my heart may sing your praises and not be silent.
    Lord my God, I will praise you forever.

Today was a reminder of what sin has made this holiday about:  bunnies, eggs, baskets and new clothing.  None of those things are bad, unless they are a distraction from Jesus’ death and resurrection.  As I look at this holiday, I see how powerful the weapon of distraction is.  It weaves its way into our thought process, our traditions, and our hearts.  It takes away what was once God’s. 

I’m in the midst of preparing for a women’s retreat and the topic is distractions.  My eyes have been opened to the reality of what this means in our fallen world.  My heart grieves. 

My prayer for this Easter is that people will see Christ, His love through His death and resurrection.  My God will turn my wailing into dancing and my grief into joy.  For He has overcome this world (John 16:33)!

I Heart ____

The heart is one of the most fascinating organs in the body.  I’ve had friends who have heart issues and I’m always amazed when I hear everything their doctor’s are exploring and testing.  The heartbeat is one of the key sounds us humans tune into.  I couldn’t wait to hear our daughter’s heartbeat at each doctor appointment, I can feel my own when I run or exert myself and when I’m cuddled up with my husband, his steady beat usually lulls me into relaxation. 

When we talk about the heart, it usually has some connection to the things we love, the things we dislike, our passions, our desires.  If I write a note to my daughter, I sign it with a drawing of a heart and my name.  It is a gauge for our health, vitality and emotions. 

Yet, it’s one of the most protected organs in the body.  The ribs wrap a strong web around the heart (and other vital organs) to encase it in a shell made of bone.  Those bones are hard to break.  If you or someone you know has had open heart surgery, you perhaps understand how significant it is to even get to the heart, let alone work on it.

In my own life, I’m starting to see some parallel to how the heart is positioned in the body to what the Bible says about the heart. 

Jeremiah 17:9 – The heart is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked; who can know it?”

Hebrews 4:12 - For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart.

Proverbs 34:18 - Every way of a man is right in his own eyes, but the Lord weighs the heart.

Why does it talk about the heart being what God is weighing or discerning?  Many people, after a few moments of conversation will tell you where their heart is.  In a few short moments you’ll know that my heart loves my family.  Yet, it is set apart as being weighed and discerned. 

I realize that the heart houses our intentions.  What we are shown as our “heart’s desire” isn’t really what’s enclosed.  It’s simply the beat we can feel in our wrist or neck.  It’s not what is deep inside, protected and hard to get to.  I’ve recently been down a hard road to learn that what I see as someone’s heart isn’t really what is in their heart.  I’ve discovered that in their heart is hatred, bitterness, jealousy, resentfulness, anger, revenge.  I’ve been distracted by the outside rather than looking to the inside.

When God searches my heart, my absolute desire is that He sees Himself.  Despite all the outside, when He breaks through the bone, He sees my heart’s desire is to serve and follow Him. 

When we break through the bone, what is in your heart? 

Why do I make things so complicated?

How often do we make something more complicated than it is?  In the financial world where I work, it is often the case that we make things harder than they are.  Maybe it is because we want to appear smarter or to have some advantage.   I think the real issue is that we think it has to be complicated in order for it to be realistic or for it to work. 

I hear the statement “that seems too easy” or “I thought this would be harder” quite often.  What no one in the financial world will tell you is that the general concepts of finance are actually very easy.  We’ve just complicated it with 1,000,000 different ways to build on that foundation.  We’ve actually lost sight of that foundation.

The one room house serves the same purpose as the 12 room house.  One is just bigger and has more area to clean.  Although I do like the idea of a bathroom!

With a work project this week, I’ve started to realize how complicated I can make things.  I fill this life with struggles, injustices, scenarios, expectations…

The reality is I’ve got 2 things to do:

1) Love God with all my heart, strength, soul and mind (Luke 10:27 and Matthew 22:37)

2) Show His love to others to they can know Him (Matthew 28:16-20)

Why do I complicate this?  To love God with all my being takes humility.  If I’m to love Him with all my thoughts, those thoughts cannot be clouded with all my struggles, injustices, scenarios, expectations.  They’ve got to be filled with Him alone.  Same goes for my heart, strength and soul.  If I’m full of all my stuff, how is anyone else going to see Him? 

It’s made complicated because life, this earth, are full of complications.  It’s full of sin.  It’s full of struggle.  It’s full of injustice.  It’s full of scenarios.  It’s full of expectations.  Those are all human.  

Yet, time after time, Christ meets me in my complication.  He shows up despite my expectation or my scenario.  He shows up despite me.  He continually, in the midst of my stuff, shows me unfailing, perfect love.

As I work on this financial project, that is getting more complicated and less applicable, I’m reminded to evaluate myself.  It’s been a great reminder to go back down to the basics and strip away all my complications.