I've spent much time in prayer and thought. I realized I'm not very good at being dependent. God always has a plan. I, however, don't always know that plan. So that tends to make me a bit like the Tazmanian Devil in the hormone department.
Never fear, God's plan is in place and He even gave me a little glimpse at it. I can't tell you how much I appreciated that. The little devil inside me stopped making all those tornadoes and let my mind rest.
Plus I got to go to the gym on Monday and run out some stress. I'm positive that's also part of God's plan for my life.
I thought I would share some of the good news. In April the state budget came out and colleges in Washington were taking a BIG hit to their funding. It put N's program in jeopardy for the summer. That caused all sorts of unknown. Because I'm not good at being dependent, that unknown meant mass hysteria in my mind. What would we do? How would N do with getting a summer off, only to go back in the fall? That would extend his schooling even longer! He would go back to graveyards at work and that isn't my favorite schedule.
For about a month it felt like our life was on hold.
The dean of his school said that if they had the students, the program would run through the summer. Every person in his class said they would go through the summer. We don't feel on hold. We know what His plan is...for now.
It was just in time too. Part of His plan was to slow me down and to have me focus on other things. Namely Zoe.
She came down with a little stomach bug yesterday. Poor thing spent most of the morning puking. Absolultely broke my heart. Especially since she has no earthly idea what was going on. I got to spend lots of time cuddling, loving and napping with my sweet girl. Even though she was feeling yucky, her company was exactly what I needed this week.
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