There are many times I struggle with knowing if I'm being a good mom. I work full-time, we are a busy family and I sometimes struggle to realize that I'm doing enough. I like to be the best at everything I do and there are times when life doesn't feel that way.
I'm slowly realizing that being the best isn't the same as giving your best. Perhaps it's because I know the devastating effects of not having a parent give you any of their time that I'm so much more aware of my interaction with Zoe. There are small things in life that remind me just how close of a relationship Zoe and I have.
Today was supposed to be field trip day, so I took today off work. Yesterday, due to rain, they cancelled the field trip. I decided to work and save my vacation time. I had still promised Zoe that we'd have a slumber party. I had to get everything ready the night before so I wouldn't wake her this morning.
It was the best night. She was SO excited to have a slumber party with me. It was a special treat. When I got home from Bible study last night, she was ready for bed. She picked out a book and we cuddled as I read to her. After we turned out the lights, I sang her a song. Just as she was in her sleepy place, almost ready to fall asleep, she said, "I just really love you mommy."
That girl touches my heart in ways I'm not prepared for. I am so blessed.
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